supposed to be sleeping now since i be waking up early tomorrow.
my heart is feeling kindda sour well due to the past.
how i hate myself for always reminiscing the past.
how i hate for always wishing to get things in place, fix it and so
it won't affect me now.
the truth is i always can't get over being in ite.
but i believe ada hikmah di balik semuanya.
insyallah i be strong.
in just days time 180 off serving the nation.
part of me too elated and part of me ada sedikit sedih.
i'm trying to be on the positive side.macam whats so bad je 2 minggu balik and tadah
(<-ala ala ubbersocial)weekend again.
in fact i only able to doa and berharap.semoga yang baik dikekalkan yang jauh diburukkan.amin.
"la takhaf wa la tahzan in illaha ma ana"
oh yes whats so exciting is just that haha yes being independent most of the time.
you know when you in a relationship kekadang
you never realise how your single friends feel.EXAMPLE!
E.g 1
bring your guy to any outing that your friend made,always.
1 ke 2 time tak pasal uh but selalu tu macam make your friend fikir
"dia da ada yang punya when is my turn.like is there something wrong with me.?"
E.g 2
talking about your relationship selalu.making it macam major topic to relate with.
yes girl we get you nak spread the happiness but sayang doesn't it make your single girlfies
macam kesedihan or got no stories to relate with.major motive akak nak cakap is just kesian kan!
tapi kadang kadang we human being never really realise what we often do macam ala ala
HABIT.
so senang bersuara dengan baik.insyallah it be fine kan.!=)
okay sudah.
