December 13, 2009

Dear d`i` a` r `y -bitter sweet.



Physically,mentally and emotionally
tired,unstable condition.

Every few minutes i become nervous for no certain reason.
I hope to get over unwanted things that I kept thinking from yesterday.
I've yet to find ans in the previous post.
Lesser time to put my mind at rest,kept thinking till i was about to sleep.

I read my tn'l members blog,they made me smile seeing them putting aside the negative part of our trip.
I hope to see more of others in the upcoming outing.I am so glad to see Rizan,Hidayah and Fariz.
Kebo post was so touching,thanks babe fr the dedication.
I shall accept yesterday first ever failure as a lesson.I hope you guys will still trust me
I will try to make it better next time.
Thanks fr those who been concern.


After typing all of the above I have strongly decided to continue what
I been doing from the past.I guess I don't mind getting stress as long as there's people
who will be helping me along the way.Seeing every event a success it make me
feel a sense of accomplishment.Most important of all I do this for the love I have for each of
them my dearest
tn'l