so much for my effort

well both paper are over and done with.
both of it i did it v.badly.
its really worse.i have no idea where the mistake lies.
perhaps i was unprepared of this.look if i fail English takde tempat pn nak terima aku
well i should start to be thrifty erm well to use the money for private school.?
or even start to work later?

i am just too upset with my time management and handwriting
which be the reason for failure of both paper.
not being pessimistic here but realistic.
i sat the paper already,no hope

baka!